TOO EARLY TO HATE A HEART

 We are all working towards perfection

Why hate me for being imperfect.

We have grown to be so intertwined

The more reason why you ought to overlook my flaws.

I have crossed rivers to hurt you

But hold it not against me

For the sake of the things we had in common.

And the good memories we shared together.

I may be defunct to you

But certainly not on your mind.

It's impossible to get off your back.

Scold me not when I step into your peaceful dream,

With a sotto voce 

It is not for sympathy

But for us to let go of our differences.

Forbid me not from calling you 

The names that gladdens your heart.

My words did not only fortify you

But it made you down casted 

Though, I they were pieces of harmless frivolities.

My intentions were mis interpreted and over-exaggerated.

Truly, I gravitated in your plights

And I deserve a punitive punishment

For being your night mare.

Repulse me for my wrong doing

But hate me not.

Truly, I have lost a gold,

However, it's not too late to recover.

Good enough,

You showed a great resilience

When I expected something worst than that.

Obviously,

My presence, voice and everything about me grates you;

However,

Forget not when they were the source of your joy.

Pardon my guts,

For they were without sobriety.

I laughed at my puny efforts to make you incapacitated.

Remorse from the blood pumper 

Obtruded upon my actions.

Turn off your ears not from my lyric 

And obdurate not my wishful thinking

Turning your back on my pleas 

Is as good as making me a lifer 

I can't bear the insufferable torment.

Please accept my importunate apologies.